Broken In Paradise

Lately I've been feeling like a ghost of myself And I can't escape it It's like I walk alone And I can't even tell If I love or I hate it I'm taking all my medicines My issues seem immune to them But now they're like my only friends So talk to me again It's us until the end Don't make me laugh 'Cause I'm about to break down I'm about to break down Don't make me mad 'Cause I don't want to meltdown I don't want to meltdown Let's rewrite history 'Cause I don't want to be Broken In Paradise Feels like I've been renting my own personal hell Out to a good friend Time with me like being locked in a cell As my motivation To get out of the mess I'm in And once I realize where I've made The way out is where I came in So here we are again And now we can't pretend Don't make me laugh 'Cause I'm about to break down I'm about to break down Don't make me mad 'Cause I don't want to meltdown I don't want to meltdown Let's rewrite history 'Cause I don't want to be Broken In Paradise Don't you shut me out 'Cause I need to more than ever now Don't make me laugh 'Cause I'm about to break down I'm about to break down Don't make me mad 'Cause I don't want to meltdown I don't want to meltdown Let's rewrite history 'Cause I don't want to be Broken In Paradise