Just took a few hits of some random dude's spliff
Got me confused, thinking I'm not a kid
I'm not feeling myself, miss the feeling of bliss
That same dude just came up to me, he feels on my hips
I don't know who he is but I guess now I'm stuck
But I'll take a sip of whatever the fuck
You got in that cup
What you got in that cup?
My head is scattered
But I'm flattered
Sorry, what did you say?
I can't focus right now, my mind's gone away
But I think that you're hitting on me
It's so loud in this room, tastes like cheap perfume
I'm not feeling this party no more
I wanna go home, I'd rather dance alone
Turn off my phone, I'd rather be alone
I don't know how to say no
I don't know how to say no
I wish I could say no
Got my fake taken away for the third time this year
Been drowning myself in tequila and tears
Is it even worth it?
Do I deserve this?
I've reverted to feeling worthless
Mr. Spliff Man finally slipped away
But his ghostly fingertips will always stay
Yes, they'll always stay
I don't know how to say no
I don't know how to say no
I wish I could say no
My anxiety is telling me
No one takes me seriously
My addiction's killing me
There it goes, all of my dreams
All my friends are dying too
Crying on the inside too
Trying not to feel their truth
Sighing, they all feel it too
They all feel it too
They all feel it too
I don't know how to say no
I don't know how to say no
I wish I could say no
I don't know how to say no
I wish I could say no
I just wanna go home
