Voices

It started when I was, just about 23 Really dark phases, When I did not know me First I thought it was nothing but a really bad dream All I could do was, hold my head and scream These voices in my head are talking to me They're telling me to write a different story What if they were true, what would happen to me? What do I believe, this is still confusing me These voices in my head are talking to me Every whispered word, it is taunting me It's getting really hard, makes me wanna flee No matter what I do, why cant I be free? All I wanted, was to be loved and heard Now it seems I have nothing really left in this world The voices, they are chilling me, leaving me cold Should I let go, and do just what iv been told These voices in my head are talking to me They're telling me to write a different story What if they were true, what would happen to me? What do I believe, this is still confusing me These voices in my head are talking to me Every whispered word, it is taunting me It's getting really hard, makes me wanna flee No matter what I do, why cant I be free? Talking to me... Please... Just let me be Don't tell me... I don't wanna to believe... Talking to me... these voices inside me... Please let me be Why do you let them, beat you up? Every time I save you, you give up Your weak if you think they' will let you be Open your eyes, can't you see? Just give up, just let go No one's going to miss you anymore What made you special, is now in the past Close this chapter cuz this is the last JUST STOPPPP! The end is near, peace you will find STOP IT, STOP BEING UNKIND! Your resisting, you need to hear me out WHY REALLY? WHY SHOULD I? Cause I care, cause I care too much THIS ISNT CARE, THIS ISNT PEACE JUST STOP IT! STOP TALKING OVER ME I'M TAKING CONTROL, THIS IS FOR ME FOR ME Icy cold, white noise, whispers made me hold my breath Wondering why, how could this be? Should I tell someone, or keep this to myself Maybe this is my only friend... These voices in my head are talking to me They're telling me to write a different story What if they were true, what would happen to me? What do I believe, this is still confusing me These voices in my head are talking to me Every whispered word, it is taunting me It's getting really hard, makes me wanna flee No matter what I do, why can't I be free?