Bad Dreams

Yeah Sometimes I lay awake in a night terror And pray for the light yeah Father what's the meaning of life? Is it the cheat to just fight fair? Will someone please give me an idea Why am I here? Life is short Yesterday was just a kid in a highchair Couple years and I'll have children and white hair No I don't want to die yet Death is like my permanent nightmare I got too much to prove Grew up a screw up with nothing to lose 'Til I started making somеthing outta freestyles Worked at it for years, I'm a bеast now Couldn't walk a mile in my shoes Learn to deal with pain, feel the rain on my skin I will evade the pills I used to pop when I was in a place Sticky as Gorilla Tape, shit I may have ended it all And put a bullet in my brain if it wasn't for this The music saved me, grew up on that Jay-Z and Shady Maybe I'm just a crazy lunatic, when at school I spent semesters in detention with hooligans Never one of the coolest kids I fooled a bit around in notebooks Started doodling some lyrics that I would spew & spit Improving as I moved into a level above the rudimentary My enemies are getting fed up Like their Judas sending Jesus to the Crucifix Sleeping on me? I will put you to bed like a Sudafed I can't love you anymore no We been through the cold so Long I've become frozen Can't do this anymore Why can't I leave all the bullshit Days I feel so low That I think I might be broken Can't do this anymore I know you don't like me Though I won't ever let a hater penetrate or get in my psyche Yeah broken? I might be But know that when I'm holdin' a mic There's not a person on this earth who's as feisty Now that'd be unlikely, 'cause I'm the almighty Was born as a Pisces, crazy it might seem My life man used to be dicey, was broke as fuck Cold, I've been icy, but now I'm too spicy Fillin' up my tight jean pockets with light green It's gotta be pricey, like boxes of Nike's That are copped by the HYPEBEAST's, not into that designer Rather rock me a white tee, It's cotton never silk But I still will stick my fuckin' cock in your wifey Then hit it like Tai Chi, admit I'm a wizard When I spit it at light speed, while rippin' these tight beats And sippin' a High C, I'm livin' a pipe dream 'Cause nightly, don't wanna go to bed, I don't like sleep! I can't love you anymore no We been through the cold so Long I've become frozen Can't do this anymore Why can't I leave all the bullshit Days I feel so low That I think I might be broken Can't do this anymore