2am Frustrations

Through the land I be searching, tryna find my purpose Tryna fight all this irking, is it really worth it I don't know if this feeling's worth my time and service Giving all that have, for nothing in return and It's really breaking me down, man it's really hurtin You'd think I'd know not to care, but I'm never learnin Wear my heart on my sleeve, so I might derserve this Wtf am I saying? Man I'm feeling stupid I ain't Cupid, but assure ya I'm a sharp shoota Aiming right for ya heart, give my love to ya Take ya up to the stars, passing by the lunar Give ya what you deserve, shoulda had it sooner Idk why you still bother with that loser He never had you in mind, only wants to use ya Now I'm sounding bitter Tryna be the bigger person got me fucked over, go figure Smokin some gas, going down fast Wish that just could relax, yuh Hurt from the past, want love to last Ain't even getting it back, yuh Numb from the pack, feeling so smacked, rather feel this than feel bad, yuh Down on my ass, pushed to the grass not feeling like getting back, up Fuck that, get my cash, up I will rise from the ash, yuh I spit game, I'm big brain Mighta thought I'm doin math, yuh I'm insane, yeah it's quite plain You ain't really feelin right, yuh Come with me, yeah you will see That I really am your guy, yuh Fuck that, get my cash, up I will rise from the ash, yuh I spit game, I'm big brain Mighta thought I'm doin math, yuh I'm insane, yeah it's quite plain You ain't really feelin right, yuh Come with me, yeah you will see That I really am your guy, yuh Fuck that, get my cash, up I will rise from the ash, yuh I spit game, I'm big brain Mighta thought I'm doin math, yuh I'm insane, yeah it's quite plain You ain't really feelin right, yuh Come with me, yeah you will see That I really am your guy, yuh