Jaded

Yeah Back on that shit I relapsed It figures They love cherry picking the facts To me they love to subtract All because I put the squad on the map Want static Socratic El Chapo pull up with the automatic Grizzly captain No capping Just wrote a caption for this victory pose They calling me out of my name But yeah I'm a rose And that's why I rose up out of the grave Phoenix, to ashes to ashes, to grave For Ezra I slaved For Lupe I slaved FLA Self serve gang Swam through the surf And the turbulent pipe dreams I could've been an addict to the pipe And a crack fiend Instead I elevated And I conquered with my team When you talk about X Please don't forget IV I've seen Titans fall Hero turn monster Deaths on my conscious Spoiled from the war But I'm fresh out of options Born in the morgue I'm a cyborg What you'd die for Purpose in this life is to just live more But the less that I care Every time I make more To my last breath, I'm blessed I'm brave to the core Bread the destroy Living and you'll die by the sword Have no remorse Looking in myself for the source Fuck it I was down bad Didn't have any duckets Studying for college I was hungry and demolished It was either buy gas Or put food in my stomach Remember that day at the Cumberland Farms Nigga I ain't have funds At the registers desperate But now the money comes And I don't even touch it I am so jaded, that I don't feel shit no more I don't feel hurt no more I don't feel pain no more Love no more Cry in the dark no more I don't take it to the heart no more Lie no more Act like it's all alright no more I don't feel shit I don't feel joy nor bliss Since I cast my heart in the abyss I am so Stone face Precious stones Jaded Step back MJ I'm faded Whip it like a slave Emancipate it A medal honor Tizzil decorated Apathetic to shit I used to love Lost my muse replaced that muse with drugs I picked a poison chose all the above I had enough All of the shit I cared for And brought me euphoria Doesn't exist All of the shit that I stored in Memoria Black and distorted A total eclipse I was solitary Wandering corridors Searching purpose encountered a rift Where I threw my satisfactions Aspiration Can't have fiery passion When you barely make it I was fire casting in retaliation Yeah Out of desperation Chop was bricking like a mason Crow was suicidal Worried sick god would take them J Grizzly rode and died Paying tribute I was pacing Back and forth to the Mecca Pilgrimage paying homage From the jects to regret To the death I was promised I was hungry Fuck anybody that was saying I was lucky Wasn't there wasn't fair scapegoat No money my hope plummet You couldn't stomach Every day I'd muscle up all the strength That I could summon Stand up in they chest Heart pumping I'm still dumping Shot through the heart Stopped breathing No pulse I'm still gunning Stone cold can't feel a thing I'm still numbing 4th down 90 yards On God I'm still running I'm a martyr Lambs to the slaughter I swam from the surf and the dirt I am just a projection what momma had made me In her mind, I'm still her baby Now I have Ezra I know how it pains me I put it on Lupe and everything If lost Ezra my life won't mean anything I swear that your life will be ending Vengeance only leaves you hallow and empty But nothing's bringing back The love and the passion I'm missing and I don't feel shit no more I don't feel hurt no more I don't feel pain no more Love no more Cry in the dark no more I don't take it to the heart no more Lie no more Act like it's all alright no more I don't feel shit I don't feel joy nor bliss Since I cast my heart in the abyss I am so Stone face Precious stones Jaded Step back MJ I'm faded Whip it like a slave Emancipate it A medal honor Tizzil decorated Apathetic to shit I used to love Lost my muse replaced that muse with drugs I picked a poison chose all the above I had enough