Being stuck in a rut doesn't even come close to this
I've been living this loop for years
From heaven to hell and back
This is my mountain to climb
My inner peace to find
In this warzone called my fucking mind
Being stuck in a rut doesn't even come close to this
I've been living this loop for years
From heaven to hell and back
I feel it in every part of me
A lifetime filled with misery
I feel it in every part of me
A lifetime filled with misery
A lifetime filled with misery
Only look back with regret
Why didn't you do more
Why settle for less
When I look in the mirror I see
The one I hate is the one staring back at me
When I wake up who knows who I'll get
Is it the one drenched in hate
Or the one soaked in sweat
Working so damn hard
To love ourselves for who we are
The mountain before me does not give way
Don't waste your breath
There are no more words to say
Why is it so easy
To hate myself
Every hour
Every second
Of each day I spent
I've built up these walls
A living hell
They stand between me
And everyone else
Fuck
I am so damn hollow
Self loathing makes me the king of misery
Always angry never content
I've built up these walls
But they won't break or bend
Why is it so hard for me
Accept what I am
Accept what I see
Redemption so far away
Nothing to do but to hope and pray
Working so damn hard
To love ourselves for who we are
The mountain before me does not give way
Don't waste your breath
There are no more words to say
Why is it so easy
To hate myself
Every hour
Every second
Of every single fucking day I spent
I've built up these walls
A living hell
They stand between me
And everybody
And everybody else
I am so damn hollow
Self loathing makes me the king of misery
King of misery
