So many problems
All I wanna do is not be your problem
All you ever say's my pride makes you nauseous
Maybe someday I won't feel left out
Some see the sun up, I see the sun come down
When I'm locked in my room, and I'm wearing this frown
I push people away, it keeps coming around
Then again, when sun goes down stars shine
It sounds lame, but I tell myself I'm fine
Still crying alone, like I'm dying again
I've been the greatest enemy
Call me crazy, I think I might be
Can't make eye contact, it frightens me
Can't explain why sometimes I got to leave
When things are all good, I ghost out
Summer nights is the worst time for fighting
'Cause all I wanna do is hold you close and watch comets
Crash through the skies, girl, we was like an island
You was so selfish, obsessed with my I's
When you told your friends about me, you left out my problems
That maybe you didn't see, when you looked at me
You made me realize one thing, it's been my greatest enemy
Uh, I don't know, probably
Tell me
No one depends on me
Because, you see, there are challenges here for me
Maybe someday, I won't feel left out
Some see the sun up, I see the sun come down
When I'm locked in my room, and I'm wearing this frown
I push people away, it keeps coming around
Then again, when sun goes down, stars shine
It sounds lame, but I tell myself I'm fine
Still crying alone, like I'm dying again
I've been the greatest enemy
Every second, I'm in the mirror saying, "I'm strong"
Pushing all my loved ones away, and now I'm alone
Tossing all my feelings in cups like beer pong
Yeah, pride always blocking the driveway to my home, move along
I think that's why half of the city's gone
It's not beautiful, but ugly duck is pretty swan
Affirmations in my phone show I belong
Don't ask why my heart's on my sleeve 'cause it was sewn
When the wounds opened up, I was just tryna get a stitch
I broke so many hearts 'cause I think mine was never fixed
The struggles that I face, you can just add 'em to the list
And the happier I think I am, the sadder that it gets
Who is this?
Too right, that's right
I ain't coming close tonight (who is this?)
And here's the finish for when I fucked you
I fucked you, don't talk to me, young lady
If that's it, then I told you that I lie
Maybe someday, I won't feel left out
Some see the Sun up, I see the Sun come down
When I'm locked in my room, and I'm wearing this frown
I push people away, it keeps coming around
Then again, when sun goes down, stars shine
It sounds lame, but I tell myself I'm fine
Still crying alone, like I'm dying again
I've been the greatest enemy
