Little Idiot

I fucked up, shot myself in the foot Blew it, got myself in a rut My friends know I'm such a little idiot I'm sorry for the things I said I hate myself so I make a mess Make a mess, make a mess Why do I sabotage Everything in my life? I'm rolling 'round inside my grave Regretting things that I said I know that it's over You said that it's over Then one of us screams for help Let's make a mess, make a mess Make a mess I know that it's better When we're not together But I can't help myself Let's make a mess, make a mess Damn! We make such a lovely mess I talk shit, I got a fucked up past Fill holes with whatever I can Must be overcompensating For something I'm repressing I'm sorry for the things I said I swear to God I hate this mess I hate this mess I know that it's over You said that it's over Then one of us screams for help Let's make a mess, make a mess Make a mess I know that it's better When we're not together But I can't help myself Let's make a mess, make a mess Damn! We make such a lovely mess I demonize you 'Cause the demons in me Start corrupting my thoughts And destroying my dreams Sabotaging the truth Turning lies into news I'm a garbage excuse For a friend or a muse I'm sorry for the things I said I hate myself so I make a mess Make a mess, make a mess Let's make amends I know that it's over You said that it's over Then one of us screams for help Let's make a mess, make a mess Make a mess I know that it's better When we're not together But I can't help myself Let's make a mess, make a mess Damn! We make such a lovely mess We make such a lovely mess Why do I sabotage Everything in my life? I'm rolling 'round inside my grave Regretting things that I said I fucked up