Testimony

If I ever left a bad taste in your mouth I'm sorry I done did some people wrong in my past it scar me All the restrictions from my childhood molded my testimony I was conflicted of my sexuality preaching at the podium See I know right from wrong but like I'm still growing Apply the word from my scripture go to feeling anointed Those pads do bills done added up enough to destroy me I saw my peers they crossed the stage Like man they walk before me rapping at the church concert Every summer you couldn't see me I had the whole pew turned up They vibe to GOD okayy I was like there it is on God Like thats gonna be me I close my eyes picture I was sliding on BET K Ruth tell the truth I was obese are used to over eat Picture me rolling rolling overseas my last transaction Left me with a negative balance I done picture of myself Dead laying in the casket FEEL like my mind playing tricks on me its a daily challenge When you feel the world done Turnt they back you look for reactions I was nine years old preaching in church like put the weed DOWN My family ain't show it hurt my soul I'm smoking weed now Undercover in high School Growed up and hit The greyhound now I'm living in the real world And these bills won't slow down Undercover in high School Growed up and hit The greyhound now I'm living in the real world And these bills won't slow down Undercover in high School Growed up and hit The greyhound now I'm living in the real world And these bills won't slow down Undercover in high School Growed up and hit The greyhound now I'm living in the real world And these bills won't slow down When the music ain't hit like I felt it should've I fell into depression oh lord Put God down to the side picked up my phone and called my therapist This button this built up and it takes a little to push I appear to be okay but my inside needs a little to douche Daddy said everything glitter ain't gold the grass ain't always greener Up the road you cant believe everything you told I speak prophecy on the young kings and queens They going rule the nation I hope life blemishes and sorrows Don't dim their imagination best advice cherish your virginity As long as you can once it's gone no coming back and that's a old town saying Hannah Montana I'm just the ordinary girl listening To Ludacris and my room like run away love Undercover in high School Growed up and hit The greyhound now I'm living in the real world And these bills won't slow down Undercover in high School Growed up and hit The greyhound now I'm living in the real world And these bills won't slow down Undercover in high School Growed up and hit The greyhound now I'm living in the real world And these bills won't slow down Undercover in high School Growed up and hit The greyhound now I'm living in the real world And these bills won't slow down