I'm not sure exactly what I believe in
But I am starting to find myself
In the midst of all this endless chaos around us
Im learning to accept the things I've felt
She told me that I'm changin
I'm changin for the worst
But these apprehensions in my head
I'm thinkin I'm gonna burst
And if there's a God in heaven
Who's lookin down on me
Well I pray he pleads me mercy
For my irresponsibility
And everything that I have learned
Is nothing but a sham
And I know my life isn't quite where it should be
But I know full well the only thing that I
Can control
Are my own convictions and the things that I believe
She told me that I'm changin
I'm changin for the worst
But these apprehensions in my head
I'm thinkin I'm gonna burst
And if there's a God in heaven
Who's lookin down on me
Well I pray he pleads me mercy
For my irresponsibility
Sometimes I think I've simply had enough
What reason do I have to care
Mom and Dad I'm sorry
Your little boy is growin up
Forgive me won't you please for this is
More than I can bear
Sometimes I think I've simply had enough
What reason do I have to simply give a fuck
Mom and Dad I'm sorry
Your little boy is growin up
Forgive me won't you please
Cause it seems I'm outta luck
She told me that I'm changin
I'm changin for the worst
But these apprehensions in my head
I'm thinkin I'm gonna burst
And if there's a God in heaven
Who's lookin down on me
Well I pray he pleads me mercy
For my irresponsibility
