Just Let Go (feat. Yates XV)

Yeah, separation comes all the time Like a book without the pages, I'm just left hung up in stages Always tryna find ways to mend the spine You got a collar on my neck with medication just to try and fix my mind So won't you paint my shadow on the wall in blood-red? Yeah, so maybe one day I can look at it and just say that I'm fine So won't you sketch me on your canvas 'til I'm perfect? Until you cover the outlines 'til I'm nothing, 'til I'm nothing to you So won't you? Yeah, won't you? Yeah, just leave me the fuck alone 'Cause I'm better here on my own Because I'm better here, better here 'Cause you know that, yeah, you know that I always welcome you with open arms It's time I let go and brace the calm But you know that it hurts, that it hurts Remember the time you drove me to the hospital Yeah, I try to be admitted, but I can't deal with commitment Yeah, everyone needs some help sometimes Yeah, but you weren't helping me, you just wanna take and leave Like a ghost, in the background, I float around Bouncing from wall to wall, I don't wanna be a letdown Always hitting me up on the flip phone Yeah, I never answer 'cause I don't wanna be dependent on I know it's off-topic, but I don't feel nothin' I was at the top, now I'm sitting at the bottom She saying that I'm dark like my heart's gone rotten I'm in my fuckin' head, but I'm steady fucking poppin' White oxycodone, I don't open up These drugs that I'm takin', make me feel loved I don't wanna dream, I just wanna run it up See me in my past life, lookin' like a god Man, it's so fucking funny, all the shit that I've done Say I've lived my life, I just sit in the cut All these drugs that I'm takin', got me messed up And I know I'm not happy, but I'm smiling just for fun So tell me that I'm happy, tell me I'm all good Explain away my pain, let me know it's all good Like, fuck, I need help, but I'm barely fucking breathing I don't want help, when the pills give me feeling So won't you? Yeah, won't you? Yeah, just leave me the fuck alone 'Cause I'm better here on my own 'Cause I'm better here, better here So won't you? Yeah, won't you? Yeah, just leave me the fuck alone 'Cause I'm better here on my own Because I'm better here, better here 'Cause you know that, yeah, you know that I always welcomed you with open arms It's time I let go and brace the calm But you know that it hurts, that it hurts So won't you? Yeah, won't you? Yeah, just leave me the fuck alone 'Cause I'm better here on my own Because I'm better here, better here 'Cause you know that, yeah, you know that I always welcomed you with open arms It's time I let go and brace the calm But you know that it hurts, that it hurts