I don't remember my life
But I remember yours
Don't write it down
It will vanish into noise
Doesn't it make you feel
Obstructed from the real
More than I know
Every time it seems I've thought it out, it un-thinks itself
It will sound like it will sound
But I am dreaming in technicolor
Underground confusion is alive
I can't describe
Doesn't it make you feel
Obstructed from the real
More than I know
Every time it seems I've thought it out, it un-thinks itself
I should have started this years ago
Ran out of time crying trapped below
Sometimes I really hate you for your pain
Widening insane you keep circling this horrible fate
Every time they ask me how you are there's nothing to say
I could vomit be a criminal just to make it go away
But it stays, long as I live, you'll never be quite alright
So this will be your elegy if you don't attend for me
I'd kill you if it made us truly free
Philosophy of fire, no desire, I can't hold you or debate you anymore
I'm just trying to remember life
So I can forget yours
And yet it will take
Every last force
