could have been

It's been a long road since last November I've got my demons and you've got your temper I still remember, I still pretend her Hands on my face will be there forever I hope you pull through, I hope you're better Please write me back if you get these letters I hope you hope too, I hope you're calmer Hope she unblocks me so I can call her It's all just a bad dream, I hope I don't think I can sleep alone Tell me, do you love me? Baby, what do I mean to you? All the things we could be I guess I'll never really see or know What's so wrong with me That it's so easy to leave? Spent all my heart on ya Had a good start and oh We got so far but uh We weren't too smart, no I had a problem with speaking You never wanna believe me Rightfully, so I was sneaking Always convinced myself that I was leaving Girl, I was dreaming Woulda believed I was dead if my heart wasn't beating But damn, was it beating I was too panicked to notice the bleeding Afraid of my feelings Hope you can see it See it in hindsight Look back in a good light Remember the good nights Drinking Coronas and watching the sunrise Forget all the bad shit Forget it like it never happened We only got one life, it coulda have been real nice It coulda have been highlights It coulda have been fireflies It coulda have been stars in the night sky You could have been my wife, damn I know you don't want it, babe But I think about it every day Yeah, I don't think you want it, babe But I'm still right here It's all just a bad dream, I hope I don't think I can sleep alone Tell me, do you love me? Baby, what do I mean to you? All the things we could be I guess we'll never really see or know What's so wrong with me That it's so easy to leave? Spent all my heart on ya Had a good start and eh We got so far but uh We weren't too smart, no Spent all my heart on you Had a good start and eh We got so far but uh We weren't too smart, no Spent all my heart on ya Had a good start and eh We got so far but uh We weren't too smart, no I had a problem with speaking You never wanna believe me Rightfully, so I was sneaking Always convince myself that I was leaving