Pity Parties

What if I'm really the worst? And my friends don't want me around but they're too polite Do people think I'm a jerk? 'Cause I seem indifferent and cold but I'm just kinda shy And I wish that I knew how to take a compliment but I can't believe that anyone is genuine and I don't really wanna think about it But all I ever do is think about it still I know I say too many sorries Spend too much time in pity parties in my head I can't tell if I talk too much or I don't say enough It's like I don't believe that anyone could like me for me (That anyone can like me for me) Is my mom really proud? ('Cause I can't really tell) Or does she say that she is 'cause she has to be And when you're out in the crowd (out in the crowd) Are you just singing along 'cause you feel bad for me (bad for me, bad for me) I know I say too many sorries (sorry, I'm sorry) Spend too much time in pity parties in my head I can't tell if I talk too much or I don't say enough It's like I don't believe that anyone can like me for me What if I'm really the worst? And it's not just paranoia setting in I overthink 'til it hurts I second-guess every word Feels like it's some sort of curse I know I say too many sorries (sorry, I'm sorry) Spend too much time in pity parties in my head I can't tell if I talk too much or I don't say enough It's like I don't believe that anyone can like me for me I know I say too many sorries Spend too much time in pity parties in my head I can't tell if I talk too much or I don't say enough It's like I don't believe that anyone could like me for me