Suicide Wish

I look to myself; I see what lays behind My past is gone but it changed my mind I saw you there in the same bus as mine And I feel in love with you that must be a sign We had a really good time our love was a shine Shiny Love potion number nine Nobody could take you away from me But then I began with this stupid jalousie Then our love broke down and it hurt me so bad Because I knew I've lost the best thing I ever had Don't understand why I can't fight my fears I thought it last forever but it ends all up in tears I never felt so lonely in my life never so sad And I start to think I'm going mad I HAD THE SUICIDE WISH COMING OVER ME AND I BELIEVED SUICIDE WILL SET ME FREE IT'S THE ONLY WAY I THOUGHT THE HURT CAN END AND SO THE SUICIDE WISH BECOMES MY BEST FRIEND I made the wish come true because I didn't see There are so many people share there love with me So many bad things and so much to hide No way to get over, no sight of what its right Suicide wish is strong, but suicide is wrong You must go over it, please bit by bit I HAD THE SUICIDE WISH COMING OVER ME AND I BELIEVED SUICIDE WILL SET ME FREE IT'S THE ONLY WAY I THOUGHT THE HURT CAN END AND SO THE SUICIDE WISH BECOMES MY BEST FRIEND And in the end it changed nothing after all No one of us needs to feeling small There are people they love us this is no lie And if we share our life with them pain will go by I HAD THE SUICIDE WISH COMING OVER ME AND I BELIEVED SUICIDE WILL SET ME FREE IT'S THE ONLY WAY I THOUGHT THE HURT CAN END AND SO THE SUICIDE WISH BECOMES MY BEST FRIEND