Vulnerable

I cut my hair again the other day I still look the same though It's just a way I cope I took a few pictures of my face Laying on all of my clothes that I have yet to fold Woke up on the wrong side of bed All these worries filling up my head Guess I'll walk myself back inside There's no need to go out tonight I don't wanna be vulnerable Paint a smile on, "Yeah I'm all good!" Can't find the light at the end of the tunnel Band-aid on my bullet hole I'd love to think that I'm an extrovert Haven't been the same lately I feel like a homebody Gotta keep my eyes on what matters Instead of negativity And running with the enemy But it's easier said than done Even though it's not what I want Guess I'll walk myself back inside There's no need to go out tonight I don't wanna be vulnerable Paint a smile on, "Yeah I'm all good!" Can't find the light at the end of the tunnel Band-aid on my bullet hole I don't wanna be vulnerable Paint a smile on, "Yeah I'm all good!" Can't find the light at the end of the tunnel Band-aid on my bullet hole Looking back, was it all worth it? How was I so self-indulgent? I'm living now, with a purpose I've learned from my past I was so careless From time to time Still feel like I don't wanna be vulnerable Paint a smile on, "Yeah I'm all good!" Can't find the light at the end of the tunnel Band-Aid on my bullet hole Some days that's just how it goes