All There Was

Wake up too early and I feel sick I just had a dream that this was it That this was all there was Writing this down I feel walls closing in Writing this down I don't need to pretend I think I need more I know I need more Than Whatever your offering I went down I went down Would anyone fall for me? Would anyone crawl to me? Would anyone love me when demons are robbing me Could anyone care for me when snipers are toggling Walls are closing in Need to wash away my sins Walk for days to get a glimpse Of tomorrow The sun sets Our time is borrowed Oh yes Wash my hands off with regrets Wake up too early and I feel sick I just had a dream that this was it That this was all there was Writing this down I feel walls closing in Writing this down I don't need to pretend Writing this down cuz I really lost friends Writing this down cuz I wanna exist Writing this down cuz I know loves on the fence Writing this down cuz I got nothing left Remember the time when they just ask me to live I hate that I'm overdramatic My mind can be semi automatic Assuming your after me Creating some static That nothing is really whats constantly moving I'm probing the back of my brain cuz it's soothing To go back on paths that are dark cuz the devils recruiting I can feel all his minions they howling and hooting It's hard not look back regretfully Why do we do this so separately I propose that we do this respectfully I'm an outcast they wasn't expecting me They tell me that angels protecting me I'm the archangel I love this protectively The end is approaching so dreadfully Wake up too early and I feel sick I just had a dream that this was it That this was all there was Writing this down I feel walls closing in Writing this down I don't need to pretend