How'd my head look,
as I walk through the hallway of lockers and teenage jokes
And I'm broken, second guessing the clothes that I left my home with
Boys don't cry and girls stay young
Adults don't lie, they can't be wrong
Now I, I can't seem to find my place
But I'm closer than yesterday
Wish I figured it out when the whole world felt so strange
That it matters, it matters, it matters until it doesn't matter
Oh it matters, it matters, it matters until it doesn't matter
That I loved him,
the way that I learned from the movies of beautiful stars
But I didn't, I just thought that I did in the back of his car
Boys don't cry and girls stay young
Adults don't lie, they can't be wrong
Now I, I can't seem to find my place
But I'm closer than yesterday
Wish I figured it out when the whole world felt so strange
That it matters, it matters, it matters until it doesn't matter
Oh it matters, it matters, it matters until it doesn't matter
We're all just skin and bones, trying to make it better
We're all just holding on, dying to fit together
Oh it matters, it matters, it matters until it doesn't matter
Oh it matters, it matters, it matters until it doesn't matter
Now I, I can't seem to find my place
But I'm closer than yesterday
Wish I figured it out when the whole world felt so strange
That it matters, it matters, it matters until it doesn't matter
It matters, it matters, it matters until it doesn't matter
It matters, it matters, it matters until it doesn't matter
Until it doesn't matter anymore
