ghosted my therapist

I'm twenty-something and I think I need a refund Stay up all night, so I can binge a couple seasons I've got friends who never call me, take my meds with my iced coffee Ah-ah, ah-ah I slept forever, but I still can't seem to wake up Was feeling ugly so I gave myself a haircut I scrolled for a couple hours past my ex and baby showers (I scrolled for a couple hours past my ex and baby showers) Tell me why it feels like I can never get it right (I can never get it right) You could say it's my fault, stubborn like a deadbolt Bad at taking advice I crashed my car and can't pay for it The universe won't take my messages I have to say at 24, I thought I'd know a little more than this Maybe I shouldn't have ghosted my therapist Maybe I shouldn't have ghosted my therapist Maybe I shouldn't have ghosted my- Thought it'd be easy, but my vision board is way off Graduated college now I wanna quit my day job Writing songs don't pay my bills yet, least I know my mom will listen Ah-ah, love you mom (ah-ah) Tell me why it feels like I can never get it right You could say it's my fault, stubborn like a deadbolt Bad at taking advice I crashed my car and can't pay for it The universe won't take my messages I have to say at 24, I thought I'd know a little more than this Maybe I shouldn't have ghosted my- Tell me why it feels like I can never get it right (I can never get it right) You could say it's my fault, stubborn like a deadbolt Bad at taking advice I crashed my car and can't pay for it The universe won't take my messages I have to say at 24, I thought I'd know a little more than this Maybe I shouldn't have ghosted my therapist Ah-ah, ah-ah Maybe I shouldn't have ghosted my therapist Maybe I shouldn't have ghosted my therapist