Problematic

This that really real shit Laviish Excuse me sir Can I take a moment of your time to spit the truest words You ever heard that might leave you motivated or more disturbed Niggas say they fly but half the shit they say is for the birds Last night I sipped on henny till my voice was slurred Dipped out in the Chevy drunk swerving hitting all the curbs Pulled up on my ex, she was mad at me and all concerned Why you mad you said to come over you gotta lotta nerve This path I'm on gotta lotta obstacles lotta curves So I make for certain I got my drink and a lotta herb Seem like the ones that ain't doing shit say a lot of verbs I know a lot of rappers that couldn't dare spit a hotter verse My life has been a damn disaster when's the trauma end People putting bullshit on my name like when's the drama end Bad decisions put me in a hole that you can find me in Hoes my age ain't shit no more Im tryna smash my momma friends But honestly I lost a lot of friends But I don't even cry no more I just be like "not again" Social media filled with so and so just got shot again Phony niggas flexing on the gram telling them lies again Last year I almost took my fucking life again But dropped the gun picked up a pen and began to write again I'll be alright, Laviish nigga back up on the rise again Remember keep it rolling don't matter what kinda ride you in I know I'm fucking up, sorry that's a habit I know I'm hard to love, I know I'm problematic I cared about too much, now I don't give a fuck I roll another blunt, smoke it while in traffic I know I'm fucking up, sorry that's a habit I know I'm hard to love, I know I'm problematic I cared about too much, now I don't give a fuck I roll another blunt, smoking while in traffic Another Friday night, another cup I'm drinking Another day of acting chill but always overthinking Another task I'll probably end up putting off til December Another bitch who don't want me just the attention I give her (yeah) One day I wanna be a name to remember But till then I'm drinking henny till I fuck up my liver Snorted cocaine for dinner, couldn't sleep I had jitters Now I'm running the fucking pack I was the runt of the litter (yo) When I'm alone I often crave conversation So I call my favorite demon, instant gratification Wanna make some dumb decisions? Yeah, let me get dressed then Shit let's make it a party I'll call up shame and depression, yo My whole life has been a fuckin recession Finding love in a world of hate has been a fucking obsession But that's what happens when you stuck living in the moment Not even chasing my dreams only serotonin, damn I know I'm fucking up, sorry that's a habit I know I'm hard to love, I know I'm problematic I cared about too much, now I don't give a fuck I roll another blunt, smoke it while in traffic I know I'm fucking up, sorry that's a habit I know I'm hard to love, I know I'm problematic I cared about too much, now I don't give a fuck I roll another blunt, smoking while in traffic