Happiest I've Ever Been

You say that I'm overthinking But I can't be 'cause I can't even think And if I told you I can't be me, would you listen? Maybe I can't be me, what's the difference? I got things in my head, still Feeling like I'm next, still Maybe I'm too obsessed Deep inside my head, still You can see I'm upset Think of how my head feels You can see I'm up next Think of how my friends feel 'Cause I feel like I speak and you don't listen Does it feel like it's just too different? And in real life, you feel like quitting But in real life- Happiest that I've ever been Us two watching TV Us here just on this couch But it means the world to me Some things I can't explain Some things are hard to see Do things that I don't rate Say things that I don't mean It's not deep My eyes flood and my nose gets runny All the things that's in the world Thanks for giving me, Sunny I try and do my best You're the world's best mummy I got things that's in my head You just think it's funny You say that I'm overthinking But I can't be 'cause I can't even think And if I told you I can't be me, would you listen? Maybe I can't be me, what's the difference? I got things in my head, still Feeling like I'm next, still Maybe I'm too obsessed Deep inside my head, still You can see I'm upset Think of how my head feels You can see I'm up next Think of how my friends feel I don't care how they feel I care how you feel When you make me feel like this How you make my youth feel That's what's important Try and block out all the bullshit Only we can make this work But only fools and horses Only we could make this work, I'll work all through the morning Only we can make this work, our only tool is talking Let's communicate Let's not do these things too late You're my everything, my mate Love you more than words could say