Happy Mask (Bargaining)

How could you Why did you do those things to me I begged you Correct the lies you've allowed to be I won't let you Maintain your lies sweep it under the rug I won't let you Demonise and leave my name to rust No more simulated joy No more concealed pain My mind keeps digging it up You say stop bringing it up Why not forget the past Put on a happy mask No I will never shut up Won't help you cover it up Gotta get some closure fast Why does this trauma last Bet you knew I bet you knew what this would do to me Or did you Simply fall prey to insanity I resent you Your unconditional conditional love I resent you Because my innocence was turned to dust No more simulated joy No more concealed pain No more covering for others Their sins will be made plain My mind keeps digging it up You say stop bringing it up Why not forget the past Put on a happy mask No I will never shut up Won't help you cover it up Gotta get some closure fast Why does this trauma last No more simulated joy No more concealed pain No more covering for others Their sins will be made plain My mind keeps digging it up You say stop bringing it up Why not forget the past Put on a happy mask No I will never shut up Won't help you cover it up Gotta get some closure fast Why does this trauma last