I caught a blow that I'm still waiting to soften
At a loss for what to do
When it feels like no one gets just what you're going through
And the isolation just don't hit like it used to
Late nights trying to talk myself down
Can't sit still, don't understand how
Life's passed by without a trace
I want to see my friends, but can't hack the pace
But I'll still hold out for something
I could never claim to have nothing
In a part-time job I get by with
And a mum and dad I can confide in
Counting blessings, cutting loses
Second guessing any progress
Reminiscing all too often
Tried letting go, but it's simply not an option
Just such a lack of substance
I can't bring myself to care enough to stop, it's
Getting hard for me to see my life without this
Same drives, trying to sort myself out
Can't be real if I'm just bedbound
I get my kicks from eight to ten, when I'm on the game and not inside my head
How did things just switch up from nowhere
Tryna socialise, but can't get there
Falling out of touch with her's a nightmare
I tried to let it go and told her take care
Counting blessings, cutting loses
Second guessing any progress
Reminiscing all too often
I caught a blow that I'm still waiting to soften
I caught a blow that I'm still waiting to soften
