Pleasure & Pain

From the second I started falling I knew you'd let me hit the ground Loved to keep me beggin' for all of your attention Messing with my head when I'm wide awake at three in the morning And even when you're not around Swear that I can't take no more of all of these emotions I need you the most Ay, you're gonna kill me either way And I'm never gonna learn and you're never gonna change Even when it hurts there's some pleasure to the pain I stay, ay, waiting for my heart to break, ay Each and every night I pray, ay Please, don't ever stop You take me to the top Just to leave me in the dark I stay, ay, waiting for my heart to break, ay Each and every night I pray, ay If you won't let me choose I'll take, ay, the pleasure with the pain Every touch is a chain reaction I come back for it every time Saw the signs, but closed my eyes Instead of losing you, I'm losing my mind, yeah It's hard to sleep, now I can't focus Got a hold of me and I can't control it I'm half alive and you still don't know You're breaking me inside, I don't even know why I stay, ay, waiting for my heart to break, ay Each and every night I pray, ay Please, don't ever stop You take me to the top Just to leave me in the dark I stay, ay, waiting for my heart to break, ay Each and every night I pray, ay If you won't let me choose I'll take, ay, the pleasure with the pain Ay, I'm a sucker for the pain And I'm never gonna learn and you're never gonna change Even when it hurts there's some pleasure to the pain Baby, you're impossible to blame Addicted to the pleasure and the pain Even when it's driving me insane I still want it, yeah, I still want it I stay, ay, waiting for my heart to break, ay Each and every night I pray, ay Please, don't ever stop You take me to the top Just to leave me in the dark I stay, ay, waiting for my heart to break, ay Each and every night I pray, ay If you won't let me choose I'll take the pleasure with the pain