Commotion

Talking my shit causing all this commotion I took a sip now I'm moving in motions I flipped the switch ain't dealing with emotions You want that bitch well I hit her I'm goated I don't commit yeah I live in the moment I ain't forget all the times I was broken But tonight I'm blacking out and I'm smoking Living the life that I would not have chosen Talking my shit causing all this commotion I took a sip now I'm moving in motions I flipped the switch ain't dealing with emotions You want that bitch well I hit her I'm goated I don't commit yeah I live in the moment I ain't forget all the times I was broken But tonight I'm blacking out and I'm smoking Living the life that I would not have chosen Yeah this is not what I wanted I gotta fix all my problems I gotta get on the road I gotta fix all the shit that I been causing I think about it all often All the lines that I been crossing Tell me what I gotta do To get closer heaven and closer to you My brain keep going like ready set not Running and running in circles don't stop Hurting some feelings I do that a lot That's how I grieve with the people I lost Least I am honest and I'm not all talk I wanna ring but I'm scared to be soft Too many things that I want but it'll cost Too many things but I know it will cost I've been different my whole life yeah I know this Only feel better when I'm out here smoking Keep to myself ain't no time for unloading I don't like mixing but hand me the codeine You say you miss me but that was the old me I don't miss you bitch I miss fucking Kobe Why the white people always call the police Stealing the culture but hating the homies Talking my shit causing all this commotion I took a sip now I'm moving in motions I flipped the switch ain't dealing with emotions You want that bitch well I hit her I'm goated I don't commit yeah I live in the moment I ain't forget all the times I was broken But tonight I'm blacking out and I'm smoking Living the life that I would not have chosen Talking my shit causing all this commotion I took a sip now I'm moving in motions I flipped the switch ain't dealing with emotions You want that bitch well I hit her I'm goated I don't commit yeah I live in the moment I ain't forget all the times I was broken But tonight I'm blacking out and I'm smoking Living the life that I would not have Losing my peace Put me to sleep I be doing this shit effortlessly I ain't felt good last since summer '16 About to go home and take flight overseas Looking to keep Wanting to free Fighting my demons that living in me Fighting for freedom I wish could I keep Looking for love that I wish I could reach Wish I could go slow some time yeah I'm sick of living a lie now No control over my life man Doing shit all out of spite damn Evolving I'm reaching new heights I wanna hop on a flight I wanna stay in the light yeah But I only come out at night