I Am Slowly Losing All Hope

I don't even think you realize how we into this Feeling stuck up in my head I ain't feeling shit So numb, so numb to the game Trust is so hard to build over again But I get back up on my feet Get back up on my seat Do it all over again Feeling pain up in my shins Worst moment in my life As I'm writing this out I cry Writing this out I cry Baby, please hold on it's not time to die I wanted you, wanted you To be my wife A time to write A time to cry A time to lie Hold up, forget that last line Wanna punch a random person for looking at me wrong If you love me that bad cmon drag my body along I really don't wanna end things but if you say so I'm gone If you say so I'm gone You broke my brain into 34 pieces 35 reasons, I died in this season One of them was you One of them was me 5 of them were all my demons 30 of em Shooting semen Please believe them Please believe them I just need a reason to keep on going Baby know it That I'm gonna keep going With you or without you With you or without you Baby know it That I'm gonna keep going With you or without you With you or without you With you or without you I'm feeling so damn blue I'm singing without you So cmon I need who Will keep me in line I'm feeling so high I'm feeling so high I'm feeling so high So keep it straight I got my feelings ate So keep it straight I got my feelings ate No matter the cost Gonna suffer cause I paid I wanna deal with it today Get it out the fucking way My feelings to decay I love the way you say I'm sorry, I'm sorry You love me today you hurt me tomorrow I'm sorry, I'm sorry You love me tomorrow you hurt me today I'm sorry I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm sorry No way to forgive me But I want it anyway No, Say to give me Another stupid day I've tried over and over To get it right I've tried over and over To not fight I've tried over and over To live with you tight I've tried over and over To get it right I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm sorry, I'm sorry Just need to really keep on going