Promise

When you close my eyes I see your lines of lies align In the silence that calls me mine I think I've lost my mind Where do I belong? I've seen too much, and now I feel so old In this world made of ice and snow My hands are always cold I'm drowning in denial Urged by my longings and desire And every time you swear your words meant something I promise, I pretend it's not a lie I'm drowning in denial Urged by my longings and desire And every time you swear your words meant something I promise, I pretend it's not a lie Help me understand I cannot help but stop pretending There's a spirit inside of me The world that you can't see Where did I go wrong? The life I lived was just a touch of hoax I've looked back at the demons eye But didn't sell my soul I'm drowning in denial Urged by my longings and desire And every time you swear your words meant something I promise, I pretend it's not a lie I'm drowning in denial Urged by my longings and desire And every time you swear your words meant something I promise, I pretend it's not a lie I promise, I pretend it's not a lie I promise, I pretend it's not a lie I'm drowning in denial Urged by my longings and desire And every time you swear your words meant something I promise, I pretend it's not a lie I'm drowning in denial Urged by my longings and desire And every time you swear your words meant something I promise, I pretend it's not a lie