Heartbeat

Dream sequence Man has 206 bones that endure 365 days And I've done a full 180 since With a heart like this, I don't feel anything (Not anymore) It concerns me that it's irregular My vital signs are unhealthy And this body tries to taunt me (It's aching) At any moment, I could fade away in a heartbeat My bloodstream's pumpin' Heart rate'll sky-rocket These bone's endurance withstand some things no one's done It's skull-crushin' Goin' full-dumb with nothin' to lose Brood Incomin' with a looped noose Loose screws makin' up this dude's who's Numb from liftin' all the excess Cranium is crushed and flooded Fluids 'bout to gush in No adrenaline junkie, but facin' side effects Pinch me, I'm a lil' rusty It deprives me, though I fight, it's conniving I contrived a gripe that's writhing in my immune system That's how I feel as a Pisces Found it did me no justice Slunk inside this rubbish With a nest of pest remainin' in the rummage And like maggots, eatin' at my flesh Yeah, since, my soul's been wanderin' Tunneled through an underpass, shut the hatches Look me in my eye, say what my heart desires With a heart like this, I don't feel anything (Not anymore) It concerns me that it's irregular My vital signs are unhealthy And this body tries to taunt me (It's aching) At any moment, I could fade away in a heartbeat Get the first-aid kit, I ain't gon' make it I'm at this stage where it's hard to take it Brace yourself, if there's nothing else Can't emphasize this enough What is there to tell? Just look at this health, I am for the shelf Banged up Heart beatin' the other way Rotten and it's findin' the quickest way to decay Evasion awaits me, I'm achin' Everyone evacuate This is a new change of heart, what will you do when it reshapes? Hidden figures, different people, they won't split up Meet one, don't you hesitate Finish me, and do not wait, eventually, I'll misbehave, yeah Got a lot of stitches in me You can't perform surgery on me Set aside my problems, expectin' God to solve them My life is on the line any day He wants to call me I have no feelings, you can help yourself Dead weight on a gurney, lost my rhythm whelp, oh well A human isn't invincible As I've deteriorated throughout a vulnerable lifestyle Every part of my body is riveting in its socket Neither is my heart whole But hollow at its core To a certain extent Have I checked such a reduced pulse That a beat, without a rhythm, is soon to succumb to I'm nothing less of a battery Charged up to eventually die And due to my health I'm incapable of holding a percentage Lately, I've tried to ease the pain But there's no cure for what's already become permanent I, in particular, am futile Who's set wishful thinking aside Because realistically you can't pluck him from obscurity I have yet to ask myself, "What do you do this for?"