What I Tell Myself

Oh, it's just another heartache At least that's what I tell myself That you were just another mistake But I can't hide in this shell anymore The water's rising higher Never thought I was a liar Oh, it's just another heartache At least that's what I tell myself Told my parents I'm fine And poured my last drop of wine I told my sister it's cool As I scroll through pictures of you It's getting harder to pretend I don't care But maybe one day I can get there It seems like everyone I'm close to Knows I can't get over you Oh, it's just another heartache At least that's what I tell myself That you were just another mistake But I can't hide in this shell anymore The water's rising higher Never thought I was a liar Oh, it's just another heartache At least that's what I tell myself Hey, hey, hey At least that's what I tell myself Staying out until three Maybe someone will see What I've been bottling inside It's time I swallow my pride Calling everyone I have in my phone 'Cause I don't know how to be alone Why can't I just say that I need you? It's not like you don't know the truth, yeah Oh, it's just another heartache (oh, whoa) At least that's what I tell myself (yeah) That you were just another mistake (mistake) But I can't hide in this shell anymore (anymore) The water's rising higher (rising higher) Never thought I was a liar (oh, yeah) Oh, it's just another heartache (oh, yeah) At least that's what I tell myself (oh, yeah) Hey, hey, hey At least that's what I tell myself (oh, yeah) Hey, hey, hey At least that's what I tell myself Hey, hey, hey At least that's what I tell myself