I'm so Tired

Out here I can barely see my breath Surrounded by jealousy and death I can't be reached, only had one call Dragged underneath, separate from you all This time I've lost my own return In spite of everything I've learned I hid my tracks, spit out all my air Slipped into cracks, stripped of all my cares I'm so tired sheep are counting me No more struggle, no more energy No more patient and you can write that down It's all too crazy and I'm not sticking round