I Still Love You (The 4AM Version)

I don't know what got me crying in my coffee Maybe it's the ghost you left here Yours for three Septembers, my plan was forever Don't tell me I'll feel better next year Stuck inside this room, no I can't even move, these empty walls are suffocating Now that you don't want me, all you do is haunt me Maybe I'm just going crazy How could I be so wrong? And how does life just go on? And how could I sing love songs when none of them are true? 'Cause you don't love me, but I still love you Made it through December, I put on your sweater But now it only smells like my perfume Little notes you left me, messages you sent me Holding onto every scrap of you Strangers walking past me Everyone looks happy I'm here in another universe Time it doesn't heal shit You don't get what you give I just sit here getting worse How could I be so wrong? And how does life just go on? And how could I sing love songs when none of them are true? 'Cause you don't love me, but I still love you I still love you I still love you I still love you Are you out there? Do you miss me? In my dreams, you come running home You hold me like you're sorry For ever letting go How could I be so wrong? And how does life just go on? How could I sing love songs when none of them are true? 'Cause you don't love me Did you ever love me? You don't love me, but I still love you