Who I Am Vs. Who I Wanna Be

Am I who I wanna be Heart locked up like an armory If its meant to be I guess we'll see I can't believe it's true I promise I'll see this through I can't forget, I can't I know why I want it Something far beyond this Lost in it the process Something fair and honest A problem we haven't solved yet Still seeking solace I wasn't prepared Colors change and then People shapeshift Every little bit Can make all the difference Ending up adrift But please don't be scared I'm well aware They fucked with our heads Want you to know that There's people that care Yeah you know I care So it seems we've been made to fail by design We get higher & higher & higher I'm getting so tired Am I who I wanna be Heart locked up like an armory If it's meant to be I guess we'll see I can't believe it's true I promise I'll see this through You let go, you let go I know it's hard just to let your feelings show Clinging to everything we've known Not much room left here to grow It's so hard to let go Clinging to everything we've known It's been hard but I threw it out the window This is what I'm used to Not what i'm meant for Things I say Memories made I wish they meant more Give & take Find your faith One you can afford Is this who i'm meant to be yeah If I'm meant to be yeah I guess we'll see The few and far between yeah Still stuck In a dream state Hope somebody can relate Hope somebody can relate