Things She'll Never Know

First things first, I've got to let you know That even though you're out with him I'll be here waiting but don't go playing with my heart To this day I still don't get why you share regrets Thinking that he could be more for you When you really don't need to look so far What you're looking for Has just been right here patiently waiting out your door But since I've almost always have been your second choice Then I'll keep my mouth shut What's in my gut will just have to wait Every night I'm wide awake 'Cause I know if I fall asleep I'd be dreaming of you And I hate knowing that our love ends there But still I don't mind, I still keep hope I've kept myself sober over and over just to get you home Don't care 'bout the hurt of being alone These are all the things she'll never know Let me order just one more drink 'Cause I'm starting to think That the chance of you and I is just a bottle away From something bittersweet, I'll hold your hand We'll kiss but tomorrow not a single word will ever be said About all the things we've done before We'll share a glance, a smile, a laugh 'Cause that's what a secret's for Don't know about you but for me This means much more than just a crush Not asking for much, just want a chance Every night I'm wide awake 'Cause I know if I fall asleep I'd be dreaming of you And I hate knowing that our love ends there But still I don't mind, I still keep hope I've kept myself sober over and over just to get you home Don't care 'bout the hurt of being alone These are all the things she'll never know Every night I'm wide awake 'Cause I know if I fall asleep I'd be dreaming of you And I hate knowing that our love ends there But still I don't mind, I still keep hope I've kept myself sober over and over just to get you home Don't care 'bout the hurt of being alone These are all the things These are all the things These are all the things she'll never know