Honest

I recently realized I've been the bad guy for a long time And that doesn't sit right I gotta take charge of my life I've gotta be fine for me or fine with me Spend a lot of time with me Cause what's good for you's not good for me at all I gotta be honest Can't be hard to be honest Wait why's it hard to be honest? Why'm I always stuck on it? Truth be told it's been a while since I've been writing Wish I could say that it's been longer since I've lied and Can't make promises but I know I don't wanna end up like him These thoughts can't be intrusive if I invite them Look, what do you want Do you check your read receipts to see whose side you're on No proof is enough You look past the words I say to criticize the tone Hey It's always fun to fault when you're involved I'm so uncomfortable and I'm freezing cold Reminds me of a white lie I once told Of a bond that we lived on until we broke it A token, I'm all choked up Tried put that act to bed Instead you called my bluff It's funny how it's hard to find 'Til your in inches of your life That inches further was the light That coulda broken your disguise (I've gotta be honest) I've told you like so many times (Can't be hard to be honest) That it's all in your mind So let's leave it behind us (Wait, why's it hard to be honest?) Evolved into someone your kind (Why'm I always stuck on it?) Now I know what it's like And I hate being honest I've told you like so many times That it's all in your mind So let's leave it behind us Evolved into someone your kind Now I know what it's like And I hate being honest I recently realized I've been the bad guy for a long time And that doesn't sit right I gotta take charge of my life I've gotta be fine for me or fine with me Spend a lot of time with me Cause what's good for you's not good for me at all I gotta be honest Can't be hard to be honest Wait why's it hard to be honest? Why'm I always stuck on it?