Overdose

I got shit to do so I gotta stay focused, But hoes keep on calling like "Baby come hit it" I got shit to do so I gotta stay focused, Can't put the blunt down, I be staying committed, I got shit to do so I gotta stay focused, My friends keep on calling like "Turn up, we sippin" Scrolling thru IG, I feel like I'm slipping, Don't get behind me, I feel like I'm slipping I got shit to do so I gotta stay focused, But they keep on thinking that C Mack aint wit it, I got shit to do so I gotta stay focused, But my cousin slipping as well he got sentenced, I got shit to do so I gotta stay focused, But so many thoughts in my head they relentless, Reaching for something to hold cuz I'm slipping, Reaching for someone to hold cuz I'm slipping I wake up everyday and I Stare at the ceiling, Thinking bout the space I take, Not a beautiful feeling, So I'm numbing down my pain, Yea the usual healing, Not tryna play victim But they been abusing the realest, Rolled blunts and she licked em, When I was driving she lit them, I'm high as fuck and I'm wishing, That she was whipping, I swear to God, I Didn't see them kids almost hit them, Back in my yard, My family there I wish I was with them Instead of fucking with this shawty that don't give a fuck about me, Ive been, Kinda slippin, Yea I know that, They've been kinda switching, Like they know more than I know, All they actions been condescending, It's annoying Is it paranoia? Is that the weed talking? I got shit to do so I gotta stay focused, But hoes keep on calling like "Baby come hit it" I got shit to do so I gotta stay focused, Can't put the blunt down, I be staying committed, I got shit to do so I gotta stay focused, My friends keep on calling like "Turn up, we sippin" Scrolling thru IG, I feel like I'm slipping, Don't get behind me, I feel like I'm slipping I got shit to do so I gotta stay focused, But they keep on thinking that C Mack aint wit it, I got shit to do so I gotta stay focused, But my cousin slipping as well he got sentenced, I got shit to do so I gotta stay focused, But so many thoughts in my head they relentless, Reaching for something to hold cuz I'm slipping, Reaching for someone to hold cuz I'm slipping Reaching for something to hold cuz I'm slipping Reaching for something to hold cuz I'm slipping Lately been hard to stay motivated Stagnated Watching everyone winning, I made a promise that I would be focused, The promise is broken, I'm out here bull shitting, How can I say that I'm back on my bully When Truthfully, I ain't start to begin with, Can't tell me nothing I know what I know, Can't tell me nothing I know what I know, They call it advice, When really they dissing, Miss me wit it, Do it all on my own, Maybe I need to look deeper now, Keep these people round, One day they can be gone, I Push em away, Because of my ways, Hardheaded Ima end up alone, Soon or later ima need a come up, This my head when I lift the blunt up, Why I feel like I lost my brother, Returning prayers back to my mother, Lost my lover but I still love her, I just heard that she got another, Had to get myself a rebound What's the word, She said bring a rubber