Paradigms

You know it just feels like Shit just ain't been the same You know I'm still me But i'm not still me You know? Twenty years in counting and I still don't know myself I've been getting hot but my mental start to melt Twenty years in counting and I still don't know myself I've been getting hot but my mental start to melt I know people thinking that my life is out of line Who am I to think i'd be rapping paradigms I know people thinking that my life is out of line Who am I to think i'd be rapping paradigms Show them how you run it up And show them how you work Looking for the next move money what I search I be overthinking calming thoughts result in drinking And my patience slowly shrinking drying out like I be blinking Wanna make a change make a name looking like I'm Lincoln Pulling out my hairs stressing got me Jada Pinkett Building up a social life online social linking Losing all my friends their lives I just ain't been peeping People love my beach man they riding on my wave Top is what I reach one day it will repay My lust on a leash it'll lead me to the grave Practice what I preach face is what I got to save People love my beach man they riding on my wave Top is what I reach one day it will repay My lust on a leash it'll lead me to the grave Practice what I preach face is what I got to save Twenty years in counting and I still don't know myself I've been getting hot but my mental start to melt Twenty years in counting and I still don't know myself I've been getting hot but my mental start to melt I know people thinking that my life is out of line Who am I to think I'd be rapping paradigms I know people thinking that my life is out of line Who am I to think I'd be rapping paradigms