This Wasn't Meant For Me

Oh what a day I just had Watching progress go bad It was awful and sad Now I'm second guessing my plans And I'm breaking my hands Now come on and command I'll get carried away in the night With a vision silver and bright I just watched a year fly by And I'm bout to watch another Oh my god if this happens again And we get to the end And I'm still not any further I'll pack my things in the back of a room And refuse to resume As I watch it slip away from me This really wasn't meant for me This really wasn't meant for me It really wasn't meant for me I think something has crawled in my sheets Made my insides deplete Now I won't go to sleep It's got me juggling thoughts I need more of a lot But I've got what I've got I tried doing it all on my own But my cover was terribly blown I just watched a year fly by And Im bout to watch another Oh my god if this happens again And we get to the end And I'm still not any further I'll pack my things in the back of a room And refuse to resume As I watch it slip away from me This really wasn't meant for me This really wasn't meant for me It really wasn't meant for me Oh my god if this happens again And we get to the end And I'm still not any further I'll pack my things in the back of a room And refuse to resume As I watch it slip away from me This really wasn't meant for me Really wasn't meant for me It really wasn't meant for me