Dying 2 Live

Am I dying to live? I don't wanna cry anymore No I don't wanna die all alone Am I dying to live, or am I living to die? I been holding all these tears back, I don't wanna cry anymore No I don't wanna die all alone I don't wanna feel this pain anymore Cause baby I can't take it, I can't face 'em My heart is breakin' Am I dying to live, or am I living to die? I been holding all these tears back, I don't wanna cry anymore No I don't wanna die all alone (I don't wanna die all alone) I don't wanna feel this pain anymore uh Cause baby I can't take it Left my feelings in the past 'cause I can't face 'em I don't think they undеrstand uh, my heart is breakin' My heart is brеakin' I don't wanna feel this pain Might get chained up for some shit I did before the rap 'Cause lately it's been fuckin' with my brain (Brain) Relying on you to keep me sane 'cause, you was there before the fame And money came when I was at my lowest in the rain For that you get a plain jane, put my past on you No it ain't fair, but fasho, I put my last on you To make it clear, load up this stick And let off rounds for you (You-you) I'll take it there, for you I'll take it there And I don't trust niggas round' with me uh 'Cause I don't know if they gon' clap for me or gon kill me uh And that's word to Meek Voice of the trenches they gon' listen, every tiime I preach "PTSD" now I can't function it be hard for me, it be hard for me Boy his ass a bitch I shoulda, shot 'em in his artery I meant to say ovaries Shout out to the last bitch who played me, my chain 4 degree Fuck it I'm a die a legend that's how it was supposed to be Am I dying to live, or am I living to die? I been holding all these tears back, I don't wanna cry anymore No I don't wanna die all alone (I don't wanna die all alone) I don't wanna feel this pain anymore uh Cause baby I can't take it Left my feelings in the past 'cause I can't face 'em I don't think they understand uh My heart is breakin', my heart is breakin' Am I dying to live, or am I living to die? I don't wanna cry anymore No I don't wanna die all alone (I don't wanna die all alone) I don't wanna feel this pain anymore I don't wanna cry anymore No I don't wanna die all alone