Painful To Be Me

You ever feel like in prison But it's only in your mind Trapped in a misery That kills from inside Do you wake up in the morning Wanna put your life on hold Cause what is the point To be unhappy by default I get so tired feeling like a broken toy Alive on the surface But dying inside All I know I can't make it on my own Oh you know it's painful to be me Ahh It's painful to me You ever look in the mirror And hate the failure you see You wanna take over the world But all you do is feel weak No matter what I am doing Myself is whom I criticize But ain't I the one Who should be by my side? I get so tired feeling like a broken toy Alive on the surface But dying inside All I know I can't make it on my own Oh you know it's painful to be me Ahh It's painful to be me I know I'm worthy of love But it's so hard to change The way you think of yourself And I I spend every hour, every day Asking myself Why am I not good enough? I get so tired feeling like a broken toy Alive on the surface But dying inside All I know I can't make it on my own Oh you know it's painful to be me Ahh It's painful to be me You know what they say is Turn your pain into art But even now I doubt that I am good enough