It Ain't Easy

I gotta get a hold of myself I know If there is any hope for me still I'm willing all of my wheels to stay on the track Cuz once I let them go There ain't no turning back You don't like to see me When I'm ripping at my seams You only like things That are easy And oh how sweet life would be If it were always like that I keep seeing you in my dreams You ain't even looking back It ain't easy Lord knows it ain't easy Letting you go Is taking its toll on me And it ain't easy There's something in the way That you kissed my neck In the morning when I wake And I'm safe and sound And I can imitate This with someone else But I still got the taste Of you on my mouth It ain't easy Lord knows it ain't easy Letting you go Is taking its toll on me And it ain't easy I gotta get a hold of myself I know If there is any hope for me still I'm willing all of my wheels to stay on the track Cuz once I let them go There ain't no turning back