Paranoid

How do we get up, get up every morning? When every night is rough, every day is boring All these things are tough When you're not there, I'm falling I'm sorry, it's harder without you Thinking I wouldn't erupt I've been feeling out it All these feelings got me fucked I've been thinking 'bout it And I didn't wanna settle I've been living in this hell I've been learning 'bout myself I've been putting out but This shit right here got me blaming myself And I can't understand it right now! We push and we pull and it's holding us back And I can't understand it right now! Because I'm paranoid Paranoid I've been seeing you with every boy Every boy Every situation I'll avoid I'll avoid I never feel I'm enough I never feel I'm enough How do we give up what we already started? No one hits the mark when you over shot it Life is hard enough when you're broken hearted I'm sorry, I'm guarded without you Thinking I wouldn't erupt I've been feeling out it All these feelings got me fucked I've been thinking 'bout it And I didn't wanna settle I've been living in this hell I've been learning 'bout myself I've been putting out but This shit right here got me blaming myself And I can't understand it right now! We push and we pull and it's holding us back And I can't understand it right now! Because I'm paranoid Paranoid I've been seeing you with every boy Every boy Every situation I'll avoid I'll avoid I never feel I'm enough I never feel I'm enough Because it's harder without you But I never amount to The man that you want me to be I'm guarded without you And I'm not about to Pretend that it's all on me I'm so paranoid Paranoid! You know I'm dealing with it every night Atta boy! Think you're out here falling out of line Every time I get this feeling in myself I've been patient in this hell You're keepin' me up You're keepin' me up! All of my love was never enough! I'm not allowed to tell anyone right now I bottle up the fact you're holding me back Happen so fast I got too attached Fighting myself I'm under attack Oh yeah!