Unsure

I'm sorry 'bout Vietnam I wish I hadn't held my tongue But I keep digging holes in existing graves Pulling out the columns that'll keep me safe I'm sorry 'bout the holiday The romance kind of got away We focused on the skyline and not the shore The litter washing up on our coastal heart to heart So hold me tightly, I'm withdrawing I'm at odds with how I'm falling Back in love Keep your distance, I'm corrosive I'm out of touch with who I'm meant to be I'm unsure of every Thought and action I'm making Caution falls behind our path Let magic control us If I If I was your answer How could you know when I can't even find my own And count, add up all of my years A younger me would tell you I've got I've got three weeks and one day left But I'm not sure I'm ready to leave yet So hold me tightly, I'm corrosive I'm out of touch with who I'm meant to be I'm unsure of every Thought and action I'm making Caution falls behind our past Let magic control us And I'm unsure of every Every action I'm making Caution falls behind our past Let magic control I'm unsure Of where I planted my feet and this hole in my head I'm unsure Of how this paper perfect could be torn to shreds I'm unsure Of everything, of everything, of everything