Intrusive Thoughts

Battling demons everyday Though intrusive thoughts I tried to keep my peace It's just really hard to talk My friends asking questions Everyday what's going on I talk to my self Then I tel 'em that that's nothing wrong Just pass me a blunt Cause you know that I don't fuck with bongs When she wanna fuck I tell her friends just to come along I tried to focus On my self That's why I'm acting calm And I ain't gotta repeat my self Cause it's TheCxn Yeah Everyday I tell it how it is It's the Cxn needing no friends Chasin Benjamin's my heart is dead I gotta keep on going Til I know that's there's nothings left I'm so confused but honest I'm so blessed I like to keep proceeding with the stench I prolly won't believe you If you tell me that you're next I'm a connoisseur So all I do is smoke the best I promise you ain't close So don't even try to step Bitch aye My energy is sacred I'll protect that shxt by any means You're gonna have to kill Before you get to speak I tried to tell you once before Like ain't really what it seems Since the age of thirteen I've been hustling and chasing dream And where I'm from, it ain't nice But I can't Gotta explain A couple of way Just For you to get paid In this day and age They want you dead Before you come great That's the least of my worries First I just gotta say For the backstabbing snakes Keep your eyes peeled Same one say they love me Trynna fuck up my world Same ones on stage Tried to fuck on my girl Same way you holding breathe I was holding my wheel Took a lot of time and strength To develop this skill I've been hustling everyday You see that I'm real And I ain't gotta explain shxt For the way that I feel Put you on a mission Test you out in the field Aye