Not Asleep

Oh you better watch me closely Like a fiend in a store I lie cheat and steal I'm not feeding the poor I might get caught with a knife while you bleed on the floor And shake my head like not mine never seen that before In the way I would say I wore a condom I swear Dressed in some clothes that Osama would wear I get drunk off the beat like a bottomless beer Do we have a problem right here Those close to me usually say don't start But I'm coming at your neck like blow darts This is not enough progress got all of these bars They don't seem to connect though to what's on the charts So I'm feeling incomplete Down loathing Those who succeeds with the sound of em moaning I loathe their fans who don't respect the skill At least I'm not getting fucked by some record deal Listen to the radio and hear how a whore moans Sounds like they're lacking some hormones So many pain killers you can't understand em' One after the other all riding in tandem So who am I supposed to listen to, you I'm already missing a screw can't afford to lose two How they took over this game I really have no clue You could say I'm a hater and it's probably true What's left of my old devices Now I'm in deep I'm dreaming of paradises But I'm not asleep Yeah I'm single but sorry I ain't got time for you baby Once I release my first single and two albums then maybe But that probably won't happen till' I'm sitting at eighty In a retirement home forgot your name was it Katie Doped up on meds I should probably get now I should probably quit lying but I don't know how It's exhausting trying to keep track of every lie I'm even lying to myself but I've never asked why But I might spit some real stuff just to see who relates That's one way to separate the real from the fakes But I see less and less people willing to admit their mistakes I see ideas placed in your head that you copy and paste But I digress Probably to distract you I guess I don't even think about it as I take all you possess It's second nature and yes I don't feel any stress I just follow those instincts I don't need em' repressed What's left of my old devices Now I'm in deep I'm dreaming of paradises But I'm not asleep