Spotted Line

Certain it's a curse Crying until I'm out of breath Just wreck all those doubts Gotta keep my distance from that lying Mirror mind I always feel invisible Knees up high - imitation of mine Waiting for those pink blue skies I have no power over my own crime With this crashing mind Counting endless times I forced my head up high This brain of mine Makes me walk a spotted line Struggling until the day When I finally get to fly Keep catching every fire Can't get rid of these flames Gotta hate, love and fight I find myself waltzing backwards To the critical mind Trying to make some sense Of the mess within these walls Saying that I'll be just fine Keep me away from that closed up Mind of mine As I had before Counting all those nights I smiled through all the lies This soul of mine Makes me walk a spotted line Counting endless times I forced my head up high This brain of mine Makes me walk a spotted line Struggling until the day When I finally get to fly Towards destruction Suffocating fights Within this Spotted line