Live in Pretend

What are we but a small group of particles Living 'til we turn to dust? Are we free 'cause our home is a factory Handing out hearts to the loved? Oh I think that I'll speak to my friends If it's just to be entertained 'til the bitter end And I wish that I loved myself like I did them But I don't, 'cause I live in pretend I can't sleep 'cause my heads in a mess And I need a little time to adjust To the cricks and the cracks in this world We're supposed to think we're not enough If I could I would speak to my mother 'Cause she'd tell me to look and to love one another I wish that I loved myself like I did them But I don't, 'cause I live in pretend Zoom zoom I've been looking for xenon Have you seen her? We made mess that we should really clean up for the rerun She been the type of blessing I would dream of Wake up exhausted, told her I need her said I don't sound like a Peder But I put this dress on my damsel I'm playing chess with my landlord I never guessed I should dance more (See you at the end) I never guessed I should dance more I should've wrecked my volcanoes And stayed home, stayed home All I wanted was to see more The story's really 'bout the detours In this world on a hill there's a man (there's a man) And he tells them all what to do with their only hands And I wish that I loved myself like I did them But I don't 'cause I live for the end