Breaking My Spirit

Yeah Yeah Let it breathe real quick 2017 I tried to commit suicide I never questioned the thought of, what if I do survive This life I'm living made me hurt I showed it through my eyes You'd ever asked me how I'm feeling, man the truth I'd hide It made more sense for me to speak and tell these people lies Nobody gave a fuck for real they'd assume I'm fine Called up to God so much but never got him through the line I reached a point that living sucks so I'd be cool with dying I put it out here on my tracks for these people to playback Some people hear it, hit my line, like the fuck would you say that Don't show that side of you, too many gone hear it and pray that You hit that point again and next time your life, you can't take back I got too many riding dawg, that's why too many envy I do this shit for Tonya, man I do this shit for Brittney I do this shit for Karter, look I do this shit for Tiffany Keshawn the reason that I'm rapping and no longer with me I got to get it, give a damn if these niggas gone hate it They say the world is yours, so that's why I'm coming to take it So many told me that they loved me but knew they was faking You in my corner, but my downfall you patiently waiting I broke the bread with these niggas, never complained about it When life would throw us off our path, look i would just reroute it Told them I got em, looked at them and I could see they doubt it I went to war for these people I knew was never bout it Man See life is such a sitcom with a mix of thriller shows I never talked to God but I promise lord knows That if I made it big today, that I would never fold Told nephew that I'm sorry for the pain that I exposed And If I did succeed in my attempt, that he would grow Up the same way I did, and watch his heart turn cold Cause his father ain't around and now his uncle decomposed Never want to make my family feel that way again or low