The Way You See Me

I wish I didn't hate myself So I could see your beauty without doubting mine I could enjoy your face With all your unique particularities And I'm sure I'll love one day But what if my mind will always long for you I don't wanna see you But my body sings to be near you I guess I'm just afraid You might see me in the way I see myself Oh shame, we'll always remain strange Don't have a snowballs chance in hell I wanna lie down on the things we whisper into the night Fall asleep on them till Helios arrives And our souls are connected We might be philosophers And they just don't get us We're too fucking smart tonight Until you realize it's all pointless and unimportant And you say: That you would, that you should, that you could Just jump off the roof right now And I say If you would I could not live I'd cried my eyes out I guess I'm just afraid you might see me in the way I see myself I've played a role for too fucking long And now I forgot who the fuck I was Oh I've played a role far too fucking long And now I forgot who the fuck I was Oh I'm just afraid you might see me in the way I see myself