Suicide

Can't feel bad for myself no more I gotta get to the bag I know Can't cos I'm stuck in the past I know Relax I know Don't crash oh no Energy I can't react no more Trying to get myself back I know It's hard when you being attacked I know Relax I know Don't crash Oh no Trying to stay to myself (I can't) Alcohol don't even help the pain Why everyone gotta be the same I take the blame Drive me insane Staying afloat trying to maintain Feel the hate running straight through my veins Why everyone gotta be the same I take the blame Drive me insane oh DND I'm unavailable Pills to cop a feel some shit don't change I know Laugh right in my face why did I even try How it feel to know that you can't say goodbye DND I'm unavailable Pills to cop a feel some shit don't change I know Laugh right in my face why did I even try This next verse for you I hope you feel me die My own mom don't love me back no more Crazy that shit be an act fasho Glad I learned how to adapt I know Don't snap oh no what's that oh no Thoughts creeping up I feel trapped oh no Gun to my head take the strap oh no Hopeless my body collapsed oh no I snapped oh no You said oh no no